Bongo songbird Judith Wambura alias Lady Jaydee has shocked her followers on social media after revealing how she almost took her own life on Tuesday.
According to the singer, she contemplated committing suicide by ingesting poison but restrained herself after remembering how far she has come.
The sultry ‘Yahaya’ songstress made the revelation on Twitter, drawing concern and worry from hundreds of her fans.
She admitted that the situation she was in has still not changed but she is determined to live.
“Jana nilihisi kunywa sumu ila kabla sijafanya nikajisuta na kujikumbusha nilipotoka na kujiuliza nitakuwa mjinga kiasi gani. Nikajisikitikia tu kisha nikaacha. Na leo bado nipo kigumu gumu ila bado nipo,” she tweeted.
While reacting to the shocking confession, most of Lady Jaydee’s fans urged her to seek professional help, noting that she hasn’t been quite herself for a couple of months.
In April this year, Lady Jaydee lost her mother, Martha Mbibo, after a long battle with cancer of the bladder. This has been seen by some as one of the reasons why Lady Jaydee is going through a difficult period.
Pole sana. Hali iliyokukuta huwakuta wengi na wengi huweza kumudu kuivuka, nawe unaweza kuivuka.Mungu hajakuacha hai kwa bahati mbaya au kujisahau, ni kwa sababu unao wito hujautimiza bado. Piga goti, sali, isikilize ile sauti ndani yako, itii, amka ukakamilishe wito wako duniani pic.twitter.com/lPfJCgtPbD
— Togolani Mavura (@tonytogolani) September 27, 2018
Kwanini kufanya hivyo? Ni gumu gani limekukuta hata ukafikilia kufanya hiyo dhambi ya Yuda ya kujinyonga? Unayo nafasi nyingine ya kutafakari namna jamii inavokutazama na itakavokusimulia baada ya. Thamani yako nikwa Mungu pekee na si Mwanadamu hata akikuudhi kiasi gani.
— Tomick Chumi (@ChumiTomick) September 27, 2018
Post zako nyingi za miezi 8 iliyopita zinaonyesha unapitia depression na unahitaji usaidizi wa kisaikolojia.
Si jambo geni sana na linawakumba wengi. Dawa yake huwa ni kupata ushauri sahihi namna ya kukabili sababu za msongo wako.
Pole dada yangu!
— Chenza-sweethome (@ChenzaSweethome) September 27, 2018
Kindly DISTANCE yourself with such thoughts na katu USIUSEME MOYO. Naomba futa MACHOZI kwa hali unayoipitia na kumbuka kwamba SIKU HAZIGANDI. Kwa niaba ya mashabiki, tunakupenda na kukujali so usinywe sumu ukawa HISTORIA.????
— Hassan Singano (@singano_hassan) September 27, 2018
Pole sana Bidada but please don’t be too hard on yourself. Sending you love and positive energy, prayers up??
— Flaviana Matata (@FlavianaMatata) September 27, 2018
Give yourself a break, don’t be hard on yourself. Take your time, have a rest & get help. Nobody deserves to go through such a hard time alone. Call someone (ANYONE), don’t be afraid to ask for help, it’s okay to ask for help. Be strong, you are too precious. Please stay alive.
— Godfather (@KevinMpapasingo) September 27, 2018
What yu did ni strong, ungekunywa sumu ungehesabika dhaifu, tuliletwa duniani ili kupambana na magumu yote na kufika kwa Mwenyezi kwa muda wake sio wetu. Stay strong the devil is a lie
— Cyprian Victor (@Cypcoxy) September 27, 2018